This whole Summer I have been unable to write. I feel as if I am stifled. Things have been complicated, some due to impending residence change, but mostly for my clack of inspiration. I have to say that this isn't the easiest of Summers for me. My life has been conflicted by the incompetence of my own parent, not due to illness, because of his poor planning and his presumptions that someone else will always take care of him. You'd think he was 80 years old, but he's just 65 and without life skills. My husband and myself are going through a challenging period whereas we want to move out of New Jersey in five months. This means that we both need to secure new employment and a new residence, as well as a new neurologist to deal with my medical conditions. I need to leave so many things behind and remove some pressures, therefore removing the need for tranquilizers. My father and other elements really give me anxiety. All I want to do is find some peace and some happiness for me and my husband. I don't think that's too tall of an order. I'm going to take a deep breath, think positive thoughts, and make our dreams a reality.
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